And then the bad sets in a bit. I'm not where I wanted to be at this stage of my life. I was on my way there and I got hurt...and things changed dramatically for me. Although I'm not where I thought I would be... I have to acknowledge I'm not where I was either...I've come a long way. Some days I still have a hard time accepting this life of mine now and I want my old life back, but I know too I wouldn't be who I am today without having gone through it all. There is some appreciation now and I know I've grown because of it. I have no clue where I'll end up, but I know I'm still walking my journey...healing as I go.
I may not know where I'm going...but I'm still going...and although I'm scared...I'm doing it anyway...one day at a time and one step at a time. With excitement and trepidation too...I move into a new chapter of my life and I promise myself that I will always do the best that I can each and every day...I promise myself to be accepting and loving to myself on the days when I can't...I promise myself to do what I need for me...and I promise to love myself and to accept all that I am...I am enough.
Thank you for being a part of my journey.