Personally for me, it made me cry when I read it. I remember what it was like to sit before the pill bottles wanting to end my life but fearful to do so at the same time. I really didn't want to die but I was too scared to live.
They say your life flashes before your eyes when you're about to die and mine did too that night. I remembered the pain and what I lost and all that I will never be again. But then I remembered too the day my baby girl was born, seeing her for the first time, I fell in love instantaneously.
I remembered too my parents and my friends, and all the memories we've made, remembering how important they are to me. I remembered. And in doing so, I remembered I liked to breathe.
I share this with you because maybe you need to be reminded today too. Hitting rock bottom doesn't mean that your life is over! It means you have the chance to start again. Hitting bottom is the perfect place to decide no more and to start making your life the life you need for you. Are you at the bottom yet? How long have you been there? Is today the day you remember how much you like to breathe?