But then I thought....
What if how I'm choosing to survive, is actually causing harm to myself?
What if how I'm choosing to survive, is actually keeping me from moving on in my life?
Are the choices I'm making to survive, the best choices I can make for myself?
Are my choices healthy?
I know it's the "what if" game again...and I know I've said it's a useless game...but play with me for a little bit...take a look at the questions again...only you know your answers. How are you choosing to survive? Is your choice a healthy choice or are you causing harm to yourself surviving the way you are?
If you decide that how you are surviving is causing harm to yourself...can you change that? will you take the risks to do something different for you?
If you're surviving by causing harm to yourself...do you owe you an apology? YES! you do! but know too that you are only human and now that you know...you can make the changes for you moving forward.
How you choose to survive is your choice...no one can make it for you...but if your choices are hurting you...please think about them again. You don't have to hurt yourself further to survive your pain.
Please? take good care of you