Have you made the choice yet? What is your choice? Are you your choice?
What changes do you want to see in your life? What are you doing to make those changes happen? What do you need to do for you?
Living a pained life is not something anyone in their "right" mind would ever choose for themselves, but it's the life we're living now. Whether we chose this or not it doesn't really matter anymore. The simple fact is, this is how our lives are now. What we do for ourselves moving forward is up to us. But we have to make the choice to choose ourselves and love ourselves enough to do the best we can with what we have...even if what we have is now a pained life.
The choice is yours to make, I hope you choose you...and remember...within you is the power you need to make the choices for your life...will you choose you?